I am Emotionally Abandoned

Hi Yah Mommies:-(

How's your  father's day celebration. Hope it was a blast!

Anyways, I temporary deactivated my Facebook account I just want to rest from reading facebook statuses and seeing a happy family picture that will make me sad.

Yeah.. you're right I'm a bit tired of my marriage life, From the past few weeks, I felt that I was alone and abandoned.    I don't understand why my crazeepurtner is not longer my friend. He ignores me, He likes to watch TV than talk to me.  He likes to be with his friends on a saturday night than spending it with me. He is never there when I need him and  never apologize when he hurts my feelings.  For Him, he is the King of the shoeboxhouseofus!

I always nag, I thought it will help him to realize that i am frustrated but I was wrong, he answered my nags and feels like I'm a child nagging by her mom.  

The shoeboxhouseofus is now Empty.

I felt I was emotionally abandoned.  At first, it was tolerable I always try to understand that crazeedud needs time for himself but not until Mother's Day when he choose to play basketball than to spend that special day with me and our crazeesun. I was pissed off and the rest is history.  

 He never consider my decision  and never care for me. I felt I am emotionally abandoned

The feeling of neglection is always there.  I am frustrated and hopeless that crazeedud will understand what it is that frustrates me because for Him my expectations are out of reach and I am "The Best Drama Queen"

crazeemum